Have you ever felt defeated? Well join the club.. that’s me right now at this current moment.
So just a little back story . I’ve completed 4 years of education for a Bachelors of Science Degree and 2 years of Graduate studies for a Masters of Public Administration, and a lifetime of debt . All I can do is ask my self why??? What was my purpose for doing all this education and studying . I’m at a point where I could honestly pack up my degrees and send them back and start fresh.
I vent to family and friends about how hard it is to find a good purposeful job with decent pay for my education experience. I submit application after application and still nothing. They all say the same thing you should be proud you have accomplished so much , for your age, etc. and so forth. I try not to worry and feel defeated but the reality is it’s so hard. I’m just praying for better days, and professional progression. Right now I feel stagnant and at a stand still. I’ve been at my current company for 3 years with very little progression. I’m ready for a change and I desire a change, but I’m loosing motivation!!!
I know what I’m capable of, and I know my worth but I’m not into wasting anyone’s time just for a paycheck. I need to be fulfilled and I want to be excited going to work. I’m just so sad during this holiday season and I hope I can get out of this gray area before the new year. I say this because I have big plans and goals to achieve, but I can’t keep this negative aura .
One thing for sure and two things for certain 2019 will be a good , no a GREAT year for me! I’m claiming progression and an overflow of blessings. Lol but I still want to pack up those pieces of paper that cost me over $100k and send them back to their respective institutions.
Comment below tips, words of encouragement, anything positive to keep me motivated and let me know how you managed to find happiness during the storm.
Until next time